neiro90 (neiro90) wrote,

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Life's ups and downs

I have noticed recently, that I write only when something major is happening. Usually my own life is so freaking boring that I get influenced of everything else. Somene said this about fangirls and I think is very true.

They are stronger than anyone else on the inside, because when they are loving these Japanese/Korean stars, they experience the setbacks they’ve never experienced in life. They are all sensitive children, easily touched to tears for a long time because of one incident.

Yeah, I would cry right now if my roommate wouldn't be here. Why is it that you start trusting someone again, that person, after a while, ends up stabbing you into back. Or something not so brutal. Mental image of that saying is nauseating. If you have read the current news, you might have noticed, what the hell I'm talking about.

Bakanishi, my greatest enemy and my greatest source of sadness and bad memories. I tried my hardest to respect him and I actually started to like him again. And here he goes again. Causing a major shock to everyone. One dead girl already and I understand here some way. I remember my own feelings when he..okay you know the story already. But the thing is that I get so emotional when something happens in JE world. Maybe that's the bad thing in me. I'm a freak, I have already accepted that fact and I'm living with that. But maybe it keeps me from doing certain things, like living. Jin has chosen his own path and goes on with it, no matter what others thinks. I'm maybe jealous of him. It has been said that we hate certain people 'cos we want to be that person and envy what he/she has. Interesting fact.

So Jin has done it again, news flash! But he is taking responsibility of that baby (if Meisa is really pregnant). Besides she is very pretty girl and I wanna see little bakanishi baby. He will be handsome. Yes I'm sure it will be boy. Or a pretty girl. Let is be boy okay! Oh what the hell, I dont even like kids and I dont want one for myself. Or maybe adopted one.

Anyway I just wanted to write couple my thought. I should run soon. I have first Tai Chi lesson. Super excited!
Ja na! And here is my finishing quote from the psychologists than in the start:

(fangirls)their hearts are purer than anyone else, they love courageously, they will want to try their best to tackle difficult obstacles

Keep on fighting sisters!!

Tags: akanishi jin, me, random, real life
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